• 吃剩饭喽! 下课的路上想到冰箱里的宝贝,如何把他们排列组合后来迎合我不太挑剔的味蕾却经常有脾气的胃呢? 想着想着就拐进了社区对面的有机超市。 墨西哥玉米卷饼其实就是taco壳。今天就是想吃点卷的东西。沙拉台上的蔬菜非常新鲜,美中不足没有香菜碎和洋葱粒,点睛之笔是那种去了种子泡水发酵切了细丝的墨西哥青椒,微微辣,还没忘记挖了一勺芹菜粒。 别看我平时作风懒散,有大把时间也不愿意花来鼓弄吃的,一旦吃点什么我好像直觉就知道用什么配菜点缀味道会好,当然也有失手的时候,比如我把沾了酱油的刺身卷在里面就不好吃,记住了,酱油和墨西哥卷饼不搭! 小酒斟上! 因为健康原因已经永久戒酒了,这一次小酌一下算对得起如此新鲜的生鱼片和煮白水虾。 当然没忘记专门买的牛油果。好像西雅图这里的牛油果比东部的贵一些,这样一个中号的接近2$,我只需要一个拿了一个,可是那位管牛油果摊子的白人女士特意教我如何挑选牛油果,我心里想,我闭着眼睛一捏就知道几成熟,没成想她比划了几下然后告诉我,这个牛油果(图片里矮胖的那位)是sample了,你可以免费拿走。我心想我只需要一个,马上离开了吃不完,还没等我拒绝,她热情的说,你在收款台只需要check一个,好吧,盛情难却。 牛油果经常当零食吃的,其实烤鱼,煮白水蛋,虾仁,各种奶酪,泡橄榄,我都当零食吃,这可能是一个人生活养成的习惯。 在吃上我比较刻板一根筋,除了出自哺乳动物身上的东西不吃外,其他的各种味道哪怕很怪的包括臭奶酪我都下得了嘴,当然英国的臭鱼我也不会去吃,主要原因就是不想动手花时间去弄复杂的饭菜,我宁肯躺着闭目养神也不会做有两道工序以上的饭菜,比如馄饨,要弄馅,这对我来讲就是奢侈品,除非哪天闲情逸致来了会做。 小酒喝了半瓶微醺,躺会儿醒醒酒。

    Living on Leftovers Time to eat the leftovers! On my way home from ballet class, I kept thinking about the treasures waiting in my refrigerator. How could I rearrange and combine them into something that would satisfy my not-so-picky taste buds while keeping my occasionally temperamental stomach happy? Lost in thought, I found myself turning into the organic grocery store across from my neighborhood. A Mexican tortilla is basically just a taco shell. Today I was craving something wrapped. The vegetables at the salad bar looked incredibly fresh. The only thing missing was chopped cilantro and diced onions. The finishing touch was some thinly sliced Mexican green peppers that had been deseeded, soaked, fermented, and shredded. They added just a hint of heat. I also made sure to scoop up some diced celery. I may seem lazy when it comes to cooking. Even with plenty of free time, I rarely feel like spending it in the kitchen. But whenever I do put something together, I seem to have an instinct for what flavors and garnishes will work well together. Of course, I don’t always get it right. For example, wrapping soy-sauce-dipped sashimi inside a tortilla turned out to be a terrible idea. Lesson learned: soy sauce and tortillas do not belong together. Then came a small glass of wine. For health reasons, I’ve essentially quit drinking for good. This little indulgence was a rare exception, made in honor of such fresh sashimi and perfectly boiled shrimp. And of course, I didn’t forget the avocado I had specifically gone to buy. Avocados seem a little more expensive here in Seattle than on the East Coast. This medium-sized one was nearly two dollars. I only needed one, but the white lady working at the avocado display insisted on teaching me how to choose a ripe avocado. I smiled to myself, thinking that I could tell the ripeness with a single squeeze, even with my eyes closed. Then she pointed to another avocado—the short, chubby one in the photo—and explained that it was a sample, so I could take it for free. I thought, I only need one, and I’m leaving soon anyway. I won’t even finish it. Before I could politely decline, she enthusiastically said, “Just tell the cashier you’re only paying for one.” Well, it was hard to say no to such kindness. I often eat avocados as snacks. In fact, grilled fish, hard-boiled eggs, shrimp, all kinds of cheese, and marinated olives frequently become snacks as well. I suppose that’s a habit I’ve developed from living alone. When it comes to food, I’m surprisingly set in my ways. Other than anything that comes from mammals, I’ll eat almost anything, even unusual flavors. Strong-smelling cheeses don’t bother me at all. That said, I probably wouldn’t try fermented fish from Britain. The main reason isn’t pickiness—it’s that I simply don’t like spending time preparing complicated meals. I’d much rather lie down and rest with my eyes closed than cook something that requires more than two steps. Take wontons, for example. First you have to make the filling. To me, that’s practically a luxury project. Unless, of course, one day I happen to be in the mood. Half a bottle of wine later, a pleasant buzz settled in. Time to lie down for a while and sleep it off.

  • Uwajimaya太大了!

    这毫无疑问是我在美国逛过的最大的日本超市,当然加州的还未拜访过。我们东部是没有这个规模的。

    如果第一次到一家比自己预期大很多的超市买东西,我就表现的异常好奇与忙碌,如果你是这家超市的摄像头,你会发现有一个头上扎着丸子头的穿蓝衣服的亚洲女士几乎在每一个熟食柜都驻足好久,仔细的研究成分,煞有介事的调转角度观察,随后一概不买。终于到了感觉累的时候,她就跟无头苍蝇一样看到什么就拿什么,两分钟结账走人。

    那种没出息劲儿还表现在她一定买多,最后吃不完,她也一定会买平时需要避开的所谓不利健康的,她心里有自己的小九九,来都来了,又不是天天都吃这些。

    这个超市就在中国城一个food mall里,进门一家印度外卖,紧接着越南和韩国料理,再往里是广东烧腊和其他各种叫不上名字但看样子我不太感兴趣的特色美食,当时的念头是到了中国城绝对不能犯选择困难症,那么多好吃的一定要把今天的吃饭quote用在最想吃榜排名第一的食物。

    可是我的胃病犯了! 几乎头都晕了。可能我可怜的胃被之前看的的想吃的琳琅满目的东西吓住了,还没等我想好吃什么,它就撂挑子了!

    就在我走出超市来到艳阳高照的街道上,正打算沿着中国城地标大门往里面逛逛决定到底吃什么,一股很浓烈的大麻味钻进鼻孔,当然也夹杂着流浪汉人士聚集地特有的味道,我当即决定回家先养养胃吧。

    你看买的这些炫耀完毕就得进冰箱,能吃的量就那么一碗还得看胃大人给不给面子。

    其实我现在只想喝家里的砂锅熬的燕麦糯小米粥,煮的稀烂的,有点像汤水那么稀的。

    还有不到三天就回家了。

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    Uwajimaya Is Huge!

    Without a doubt, this is the largest Japanese supermarket I’ve ever visited in the United States—though I still haven’t made it to the famous ones in California. Back on the East Coast, we simply don’t have anything on this scale.

    Whenever I walk into a supermarket that’s much bigger than I expected, I become strangely curious and extraordinarily busy. If you happened to be one of the store’s security cameras, you would probably notice an Asian woman in a blue shirt with her hair tied in a bun stopping in front of nearly every prepared-food counter. She studies ingredient lists with great seriousness, tilts the packages this way and that as if conducting an official inspection, and then proceeds to buy absolutely none of them.

    Only after she finally grows tired does she transform into a headless chicken, grabbing whatever happens to be within reach. Two minutes later, she’s at the checkout and heading home.

    This same lack of self-control reveals itself in another predictable way: she always buys too much and never manages to finish it all. She also inevitably picks up things she normally tries to avoid for health reasons. Of course, she has her own little justification ready: I’m already here. It’s not like I eat this stuff every day.

    The supermarket sits inside a food mall in Chinatown. Right by the entrance is an Indian takeout spot, followed by Vietnamese and Korean restaurants. Farther inside are Cantonese barbecue shops and all sorts of specialty eateries whose names I couldn’t remember but whose offerings didn’t particularly tempt me.

    My plan had been simple: when you’re in Chinatown, don’t suffer from decision paralysis. With so much delicious food around, today’s meal quota should be reserved for whatever ranks number one on the “most want to eat” list.

    Unfortunately, my stomach had other plans.

    My gastritis suddenly flared up. I was practically dizzy.

    Perhaps my poor stomach was intimidated by the overwhelming parade of tempting foods I’d been looking at. Before I could even decide what to eat, it simply went on strike.

    As I stepped out of the supermarket into the bright sunshine, intending to wander beneath Chinatown’s iconic gate and figure out lunch, a strong smell of marijuana drifted into my nose. Mixed with it was the distinctive odor often found around areas where homeless people gather.

    That was enough to convince me.

    Home it was. Time to give my stomach a chance to recover.

    Now all these groceries I’ve proudly shown off have to go straight into the refrigerator. The truth is, I can only eat about one bowl of food anyway—and even that depends entirely on whether my stomach decides to cooperate.

    What I really want right now is a pot of oatmeal and glutinous millet porridge simmered slowly at home in a clay pot, cooked until everything falls apart and becomes almost soup-like.

    In less than three days, I’ll be heading home.

  • 注定要平淡无奇的渡过,说说这一天都做了什么吧。

    早上醒来在被窝里听听新闻,起床用昨晚没有洗的脏榨汁机把剩下的焉巴巴的西芹,加一只小黄瓜,,一根胡萝卜,一个大橙子榨出汁。掺入一点热水,这样汁水不会太浓,太冰。喝半杯留半杯。

    十一点四十,带女儿和兔兔去看病,兔兔的后腿有问题,这一段时间她不太欢,医生给做了x光,没有发现问题。花了四百多美元,女儿付钱后,她很心痛。

    回到家,喂兔兔吃配方食品。她吃的很好,拉出来的便便是大一些的圆球,这说明她的消化道恢复了健康。

    实在不明白是什么造成了它的后腿像瘫痪了一样无法站立。但就这么趴着它也是积极的吃东西,所以我并不太焦虑。实在讲兔兔的健康影响了我的情绪。我只能尽自己的能力尽可能照顾它,它的命运如何就看老天的安排。网上订了三种不同的草,后天就到了。

    中午把冰箱里冻的猪脚切开,和焯过水的胡萝卜片木耳丝香菜丝拌在一起,卷在全麦饼里吃。冰箱里的东西一点点吃掉了,我不再勤买,尤其是荤食,本来吃的不多,以各种名堂买了放冰箱很久,看到了又不舍得扔,做了也吃不多 。

    吃过饭躺下休息,刷了一会视频,最近常看海上厨子和于北北,一个是在船上做厨师的日常,一个是女骑手单车旅行西藏,也算是日常生活的记录。好像现在普通人的日常更吸引我。

    吃药。四片药,多加半片维生素b6,看看能否减轻药性带来的神经功能的影响,自从药量减了之后好像肩膀真的好一些了。

    把女儿的衣服洗了。在衣筐里意外发现她丢掉的一只苹果耳机,她很高兴。

    晚上泡个热水澡。

    晚上十一点了,趴窝了。明天要去市里上课。

    对了,即便没有人为我庆祝生日。我还是买了三件风衣给自己,两件在某宝上看了好久,另外一件是garnet hill.焦糖色的亚麻系带的,期待中。。。

  • 遵守公共卫生部门的规定,即便我知道体内几乎没有结核菌,早就没有那些该有的症状,我还是要遵守规则,吃完两个月整,不要偷懒作弊,如果不这样做,没有完全杀死所有细菌而让这些细菌形成了耐药性,那就得不偿失了,之前的苦白吃了。

    抽血结果显示我的肝脏功能指标正常,只是药让我没有体力,肩膀和胳膊很沉很酸,尤其是夜间。再忍忍吧,唯一能做的是喝大量的水,冲淡药物的浓度,使它的副作用也小一些。

    我的病是结核性胸膜炎,纳特医生说这种病不像传统的结核传染性那么强,因为病菌不在肺里,是在肺周边。即便这样我也要吃满六个月的药。好在下个月十号药量大幅度减少了。

    凯里护士告诉我,我已经被允许去公共场所锻炼身体,那些室内封闭的地方都可以,可是我没有力气呀。还是要再等等。

    盼着早一点去上芭蕾课锻炼身体,这把老骨头要好好的休整一下了。

  • 全食超市Wholefoodo里卖的当地农场里的美其名曰牛排番茄的西红柿,是我吃到的最接近小时候吃到的沙瓤的西红柿,但酸味和质感仍然无法接近。小时候吃过的,掰开沙瓤的,透着饱满的种子的拳头大的西红柿,我一次能吃五个,直到吃撑了晚饭一口吃不下。

    后来在浙江小县城的集市上又看到了沙瓤西红柿,是农家婆婆掰开晾在那里吸引人的,我买到了也没有认真洗就边走边吃,挤出来的汁水和种子粘在衣服上。那是小时候的沙瓤西红柿的味道,一模一样。

    怀念一种失去了再也回不来的美味,简单的没有任何奢华情节的美味,有点伤感,毕竟西红柿也只是千千万万失去再也回不来的东西之一。

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  • 为什么我不惧怕听起来很吓人的病,唯一的解释就是年纪大了,感觉麻木了。这是造物主的设计,人在衰老的过程中会主动的从心理层面上放弃对生的强烈渴求,当生命走到终点的时候也没那么多挣扎。当然,说这些现在尚早,积极的生活随时臣服于自然的安排很重要。 在这个跟咱八杆子也打不着的情人节里,也祝自己节日快乐!

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  • 又到了偷包裹的季节,经常包裹裂开一角,不大不小,刚好看得见里面是什么。 下回我把兔兔的大便

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    搜集起来装到旧iphone 盒子里装包裹。

  • 橱柜里剩了各种食物,趁着还在保质期要有计划的一一吃掉再去购买新的谷物粮食。看到有白糯米,黑糯米一种阿拉伯蜜枣和新疆小红枣,还有一大捆棕叶。从小就爱吃红枣糯米粽子,小时家里只包过这一种粽子,所以一直吃不惯南方的肉粽。记得一年端午邻居婆婆送来腊肉和五花肉大个头粽子,我根本吃不下,一直以为粽子一定是甜味的。

    大蜜枣有个好听的名字叫sunkissed date,这肯定甜。黑白糯米各掺一半包好也就拳头大,中国买的慢炖锅太小,一锅放得下四五个。电饭煲也可以煮几个这需要煮两遍才能达到的极软极糯的口感。

    粽子蛋对我来讲也是极其美味的东西,如果煮粽子忘记放鸡蛋,那我肯定要在粽子煮熟后放几只蛋继续煮。那种带着粽叶香的煮过劲了乌溜溜的蛋白与干燥紧实的蛋黄,冒着热气,我可以一口气吃五六个不觉得噎得慌。

    我喜欢简单加工的,尽可能保持食物本身风味的并不需要参杂很多调料来丰富其味道的食物,可能是因为自己不擅长烹饪,也有可能是从小受的教育,花很多时间在吃穿享受娱乐都是不对的,小时侯爸爸不允许我去打扑克,认为这是玩物丧志。

    当然现在看来也许并不认同那时候的大人的所有观点,可每次想起来被那样管教心里是温暖的。

  • 秋雨在窗外淅沥淅沥,越发衬托出房间里的静谧。这种安静会摧残一些有趣却无的放失的灵魂。自从有了她,我去图书馆的次数越来越少了,想到让一个三个月大的兔子,成天待在比她的身体大不了几倍的笼子里是残忍的事情,甚至是虐待,可如果像前几天那样给她出来放风的时间,她会接着啃数据线,破坏路由器,然后像和我有仇一样待在某个角落一声不吭,幸灾乐祸的看着我因为找她捉她不小心摔跤的样子。 所以现在是完美的,她在笼子里看着我,我半躺在沙发上对着电脑打文案,间或冲杯果茶,叮一碗爆米花,热烘烘的茶香与Spotify 里的轻爵士,连接起我与她娴静的夜晚时光。 我不知道是我需要她多一些还是她需要我多一些。